ahhh, in last few days i’ve got headache, heart attack, like a desperate person damn. i need my blog just for share every blue story on my head..since Thursday and when i was starting to touch my trashshit,only stupid damn feel full fill my head and my soul.hahaha.
yeah it’s like i’m getting more crazy than before.but i still can handle it.yeah so greatfull,not like before.i need someone else just for share my story but i just share my feel only on digital world like this.like talk with my self on mirror.
i need laugh,then i’ll turn on television search a funny and silly program and laugh alone.yeah still alone. so what?
maybe that’s true i dont have a friend, maybe that’s true i face out this alone, and i dont wanna be shy anymore to loud this. because i know i’, alone now. sorry my friend, i must tell this, but after i read cici’s story, i realized that she is right.

“kita ga sendirian hidup di dunia ini, tp untuk meraih impian kita, kita mesti usaha sendiri”

 
yeah i must catch my dream alone. but i still have You God, right? i must finished my study in this term.may You give me your permit?i hope thank God, u still beside me, through my trash life

hai…
in this post i just wanna share how way to convert youtube become format mp3.
then u can use this site http://www.video2mp3.net/ so easy to use, just open and u can convert video what u want in youtube to become an mp3 format. just try

hay,whats up?
finally yesterday my tooth got a surgery.haha, that’s so scary u know that? but at the surgery room i wasnt got a nervous. event still worried about the pain. but seriously it’s not sick..but after i be at my home,haha, the pain killer is not work anymore, then i’ve got cenatcenut.but it’s okey no problemo,hihi,just hungry all day long. and this second day and i’ve got feel nothing sorrow.but still careful because now in my mouth, ada jaitan bersarang.wow. it’s the first time for me. but it’s okay, more better nor
see you on the next experience all

Tidak mudah memang untuk jadi sahabatmu. harus selalu ada menemani disaat terapuh, harus selalu ada membantu disaat kamu terjatuh. tapi tak apa karena memang itu sudah menjadi tugasku. datang disaat kamu sedang berduka, dan pergi disaat kamu telah bahagia. tapi ternyata kamu melakukan hal yang bertentangan dengan ku. kamu pergi disaat dirimu berduka dan datang kembali disaat telah kamu temukan bahagia.
Mungkin untuk itu persahabatan ada. untuk saling melengkapi pertentangan yang telah terlanjur tercipta.

sayangnya sampai detik ini aku belum menemukan seseorang seperti itu atau mungkin kita tak akan pernah mungkin bertemu.

kamu istimewa
sangat istimewa
melebihi manusia lainnya
oleh karena itu Tuhan pun memberikan kasih sayang berbeda untukmu
kasih sayang yang lebih besar dibanding makhluk lainnya
kamu tak usah malu
dan kamu juga tak perlu ragu
karena Tuhan akan selalu ada mendampingimu
mengirimkan hatinya pada orang-orang disekitarmu
agar mereka dapat menyayangimu dengan tulus
sama seperti Tuhan
yang akan selalu tulus memberikan cinta kasih-Nya padamu

11 Januari2012
-tulisan ini khusus saya dedikasikan untuk mereka yang berbeda baik secara fisik mau pun mental dan terinspirasi dari kisah-kisah yang ditayangkan oleh salah satu stasiun tv swasta yang pada hari tulisan ini dibuat sedang merayakan ulang tahunnya, ternyata dibalik keurangan mereka, ada kelebihan yang belum tentu bisa saya perbuat sebagai orang normal- #maluabis

it doesnt matter how slow you go, as long as you dont stop (confucious).

Nice right? i put that statement from aelke’s blog. yeah it’s seems like my trouble. thesis. what else,hahaha…yeah i hope, even i walk too slow, but at the end, i’ll finish that. because i never stop to keep try. i awlays do an effort even just little things.then i must finish that. Okay! ganbatte…..thx anyway for aelke cause i read her blog, i get a spirit to finish my thesis.huff, i hope she’ll continue write another post soon.

holaaaa, yesterday is nuria’s day,she treated me pecel lele lela. ahh one day if i hv money, i’ll eat lele at there again. yes lele at pecel lele lela resto delicious enough for me and you can find fillet lele at there. it’s the first time i try that food. and in your birth day, you will get free food. sounds great right? yes you must try.hihihi.the price, yeah i think it’s more expensive than in another. but it’s worth because i always buy lele in “warung” not resto,the price between 10.000-15.000 yeah letter i wanna try another lele. lele tom yum…hmmm sounds yummy